Breathe. . . it is something that we take for granted. I decided to call my blog "Breathe" because it is a reminder to me. We breathe all the time and most of us do it without thinking about it. It is one of the most important functions of life, yet for me it has become hard. Why am I allowed to breathe when Isabella couldn't. Now I feel like at times I can't breathe...or I have to remind myself to breathe. "Come on Denielle--just breathe and it will be alright." I repeat this to myself sometimes because the pain is so terrible that it hurts to breathe.
It hurts to breathe because my daughter could not breathe on her own, and believe me she tried.
I hear you. It feels like I haven't been able to breathe since January. It's so hard... and sometimes I think if I can just keep existing, it will get better. Still waiting, still breathing :/
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