Well I am a big Grey's Anatomy fan and it was brutal watching this last episode. It really made me revisit my grief today....being extremely tired and storming outside didn't make me feel much better either. Meredith said something that just summed up how I am feeling today--and a lot of other days even though I hide it through a facade.
"I mean what the hell is going on! What's the point? I mean is there a reason for this? Because if you can think of a reason, any reason at all why the universe is so screwed up and random and mean~Now would be an amazingly good time to tell me because I REALLY need some answers."
Today is just at bad day, hopefully tomorrow will be a little better.